She said this to me lying on her bed last night while I was whispering the boys’ name, patting them to sleep. Sad words, isn’t it?
Am I really neglecting my kids? Am I taking on too much time online, with Mama Patch, activities I love like baking, and such? Am actually trying to slim myself by engaging in more activities, so that I do not need to resort to the weight loss pills for more weight loss.
She loves snuggle close to me, asking me to hug her when I am hugging the boys, one in each hand, each night on bed. The boys are tough to handle, as they need to be bf to sleep, on arms. I wish I could have another hand for her, but most of the time she just lie there on her bed, drifting herself to sleep. When the boys are knocked out, she sleeps too.
