I have almost everything. A nice roof to live under, plenty of time to spend with my kids, freedom to do what I like everyday at home without having to go to work. But somehow, something is lacking. With both of us so busy with work and kids all the time, we hardly talk now. Even if we talk, we only talk about important things that need to be done. We only talk about the kids. Nothing else.
I notice I am no longer talkative at home as if I have given up talking. I feel some kind of stress, but not sure what it is. I long to get myself a box of cohiba cigars and smoke all I want (if only I smoke!). And that is what normally smoker do, when they are feeling stress right?
