Many times they fight and in the end, I always ended up not knowing how to settle whatever issue they are facing. My mind and temper blows up, especially when situations get bad, like hitting each other, or wailing badly. I no longer can take sides anymore when that happens. Oh…if only there is a emotion balance scale to help me solve my parenting obstacle with the twin boys!

I thought life would be easier once the boys go to school, so I can start hitting the gym (you know toning my body with help of syntheroid), the truth is I am even more busier right now. The only time I can rest is in the afternoon, so when the boys take their nap, I will steal my nap too!

My little newphew just started enroll into his first drumming class last Saturday. Sister in law said he loves his first class and he is now looking forward to attend his second session tomorrow.

If he likes drumming and plan learn seriously, his father is even thinking to get him one drum set from Hiwatt. My boys are hopping that their little cousin will get his drum set very soon so they can play with it too, during weekends.

It has been three years I make and sell Mama Patch Handmade from home. Initially started venture by making ring slings for myself, Mama Patch has expanded and made it to baby store shortly before it was launched.

Six months later, I ventured into a new product, by making cloth sanitary pads for women. It is a green product, because cloth pads can be washed, reused and re-wear again. Not only it is environmental friendly, using cloth is natural and healthier too.

I ought to give myself a pat, and am making a cake for this celebration. Perhaps I shall pick one nice gift for myself, earned from my hard work, from the grandma gifts at Shari’s Berries.

Luckily the maker could replace the wheels free for us otherwise we shall need to get her another new expensive, but not long-lasting bag!

Besides learning tremendously, the boys play a lot, in very well manner with each other. Each evening, I will try to take them out to play, to burn some energy so that they do not feel bored watching TV at home.

They love to cycle on their bicycle, chasing each other. I should buy them some cheap yo yo, so they can try out more stuffs that boys do.

I have great appetite for food! I can never stop eating, not even a day. And by the time I reaches 40 in a few years time, I think I would need to wear a plus size party dress instead of squeezing into those cheongsam I had years back!

Perhaps I should just get him a set of nice drum set like those I saw at Remo Drum Heads. I bet he would be very happy if I enroll him into a drumming class. Any idea how much would it cost per month for kids classes like that?

Hence, a friend of his invited him to take up Qigong together twice a week at a nearby Chinese School and fee is only Rm30 per month. Definitely so much cheaper than going to the gym!

Besides, doing Qigong also help to improve health and by concentrating, and by staying so focus, one can have a clearly mind state too. I just hope hubby would start to do something about himself, a change at least.